"I thought that i would look back at the tears and laugh. but i never thought that i would look back at the laughter and cry." quoted from a ma'am. it's true. and i dun wish it was. i wish the me standing 6 months later wud be laughin at the tears instead of cryin at the laughter. i really hope it wasnt. juz hope i'll be able to satay on. i noe it'll be hard. but i hope i can. really hope.