i am so disgustingly disgusted with myself. i think i am so yuck. hate myself. ahte this world. i wan extinction..but i wun happen...so sadz. aniwae...todae got photog. dun like her after last week's encounter. some ppl will noe who she is. aiya...there was this embarrassin thing tt happened lar. but erm...dun thik i shund sae it. haish. haix. haiii. sigh. wanna go back to china for another month then come back. wanna take a break from this. wanna escape from all this. but there iznt a choice is there?
juz depressed. and i saed somthin nasty to my dad. i didnt noe y...i juz kinof shouted at him. feelin very bad now. apologise liaox. gtg. bb
