u never now how some ppl are until u get really close to them and see thru their doings. i tell u.. i am so disppointed in some ppl i noe lah. (not jasmine btw) later she go say i say her. =Panyway. jus some ppl. i didnt expect them to be like that. and i thought they were nice. maybe i wasnt close to them enuff. so u see. some ppl are just hypocrites. they err. are prejudieced against u. maybe i do to. but i am not shuang mian ren. or even san mian ren. i carn stand this kind of ppl. if i dun like u. i'll say it straight in ya face. not like ppl who talk bout it behind your back and err. but there can be situations whereby u really carn be so straightforward. so i try to be more tactful. haiz. it's hard. life is evil. some ppl are evil. and u may have trusted them. now i noe how they are like. jealousy rellycan kill. it doesnt kill your body but rather your kind soul at heart. but there re ppl who are nice too. stating some examples. like all Year 2' 05 (yrmates)..maybe sometimes they kind of piss me in some way or another..but we always make an effort to salvage the situation. i really think Ling is nice. =) she is going to say something ego again when she sees my post. hahaz. rui qi.. she is always the most supportive and nice one. although we seldom see each other. =( and.. some other ppl. people who can be listed here are very little.. and i dun think i can be in this list as well. cause..err i have some really negative sides.. and i noe it myself. hahaz. carn change le lah. no hope le. wu ke jiu yao. but heck who cares.. and some ppl say i have serious ap. wich ithink can be quite true sometimes. hahaz. but i dun give a d*mn.. who cares wad other ppl think of u? and dun bother tryin to explain to ther ppl. good fwens believe u anyway. and enimies wun believe u no matter wad u say. so. it's pointless. and i dun seem to see the use of apologising too...."if apologising works.. then why would there be police in the world?" quoted from liu xing hua yuan... hahaz... okay sry. kinda bored here.
so my point from this naggy 2 paras is that. some ppl are hypocrites. and I HATE THEM. (not really hate lah. jus dun like) it is these stupid ppl who make life difficult for many others. and THEY are selfish. i will not give examples