life just sucks. totally. it is just yuck. sucks. it sucks. i suck. everything sucks. i think somethings that remain unchanged are actually not what is here, but what is in china. as everything related to me in china seems to freeze when i leave and melts when i go back. yup. really miss them. the ppl in china. a lot to name and i dun wan to name. LIFE SUCKS. totally. okay. so now. i dun really believe in saying that i am depressed. it is just a "false compare". okay. tt'sLit. but ohwells. I just totally dun like everything that is happening and may happen and also those that WILL happen. yup. sucks.