you know, everything seems like its fine, but we arent exactly sure what goes beneath it. it was a two way thing. it causes hurt both ways.
BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN THE MAJORITY HAD NO BLAME. it was fiftyfifty.
theres a wall restricting all the exchanges that should have taken place. you shun me, so i also shun you. you hate me, so i also hate you. SO LETS SEE WHO'S QUICKER IN THIS GAME. THE FASTEST WINS. and so someone lost. lost to it all.
only one getting hurt, only one getting shunned, only one getting all the criticism. ONLY ONE. getting all these.
it just aint fair is it?
then the winner has got, people who support her, people who listen to her, people who just stood by her side.
even if the loser hurt you in one way or another, is the winner not causing ANY hurt to the loser now, when this happens? then is the action justified?
you stab me once, i chop you 5 times. HAHAHA. a joke obviously. it just aint fair.
IT IS A WHEEFFFFINGGG COMPLICATED PILE OF TANGLEDUP SHIT feelings. the INITIAL wrong was something trivial. but it got tangled up into something much more complicated. something much more hurting. something much more complicated. something all of us dun want to face.
YES. something i dun wanna face. you just feel like you wanna escape.
take me away, fly me high.
but yea. we gotta grow up.
we need to learn to forgive and forget. separate them and you know it's not worth the hate. accept with love. <33
