DAMN. HAD A woonndderrrrfulll night trying to fall asleep. damn. -.-
i practically stoned for 2 hours trying to fall asleep. haish i think i woke up too late yesterday so couldnt sleep earlyy. T_T wasted stupid 2 hours.
but i love the night. it was so quiet and serene. it felt as though you were the only one who exist. nothing else matters anymore.
and damn. listening to sad songs at this kind of time is the BEST. omg. because it's so quiet, the music gets amplified millions of times. so if your volume was suitable, you could feel the music travelling through your ears. the feeling rocks!
so i was listening to 放生 on repeat. in an attempt to make myself fall asleep. really nice and sad.
haish it was really sad. then i sat there on my bed thinking of the story that i read in the day. it was about how a brother fell in love with his sister. or rather how the sis fell in love with the bro. it started from them being 4 and 6 years old till they were 16 and 18. and then the story ended there. okay so they werent able to get tgt like DUH. if not it'll be incest. towards the back part they drifted apart.
then i sat there thinking about the lyrics of the song, then i was thinking of the story behind this song. then i was really imagining the place the people and how the couple was going to break. really sad. i was visualising all the scenes and they played in my head.
DEVASTATING.
after that i think i was drained, then i fell asleep quite fast. -.- haha. but yea the song is really nice. it's not that sad but i think you can totally sense the emotions in the song i think the melody carried the essense of the song so well. love it! <33
<33 yile i still dunoe what is the results for yesterday's css2. shall go and check. lols.
