MoI wUrL

2008-02-24T17:50:00.002+08:00

IT SEEMS LIKE AGES SINCE I LAST BLOGGED.
but owell, i decided to really abandon you once and for all, and this is my goodbye post i love you all the same for giving me all those loving moments through secondary years.

ive not been using my brains much, its rusty, its underused, and its rotting.
ive never really exactly used them to reflect on things that happened to me, but somemore under the influence of my brother, i think i have to get things out of my subconscious. for myself, and once and for all, just me.

its the start of a new year, to be exact, the first term of the new year is almost coming to an end. but looking back at what i did, i feel as though its still 2nd Jan today.

i can say i enjoy school life so far, because ive been just sitting around slacking, but there is this "inner fear" in me yelling at me. its telling me why are you wasting your time like that, you need to buck up and change. you need to make use of your time, to do things productive.

so, i have to turn mugger mode on for two years, and prepare myself for the future.

truly, im quite amazed at how i changed in those four years, although i know deep in my heart, what has really changed, and what not. there were weird stages that i went through, and there are decisions that i made that i find correct, and some wrong. i have painstakingly lost something that might have been really dear to me, i have made a nice decision that i respect myself for, i have changed a lot because thats how rgs ppl shaped me.

i am unhappy with some changes in me, so i hope this two good years will change me once again. it would mould me once again into something different, something i'll love much more for it to be part of myself. i look back at my crazy self, i feel like saying hey that used to be me, but im all different now, and i hope you see it (:

i know how procrastination became such a trait in me that i find it so hard to erase it away. but ive got to try, i know ill find a way eventually.

and to look back at my sec 1, i did stupid stuff, but im glad i pulled myself out from it, and there was just so much that i learnt from it, im not sure if its helping me now, but somehow it benefited me i guess. it made me passive in some way, but i have to made do with that, i cant afford too much to give anyway, remaining passive is somewhat good (: at least, for me.

i learnt a good lesson in sec 4, and i happy with how it turned out (: i cannot push the blame onto someone for something that i have contributed to as well, i cannot afford to be dishonest, i feel so ashamed of myself for doing things that made me really sick and tired of myself all of a sudden, you come up with all sorts of excuses to escape from reality, you just dont want to face whats coming, and when it comes crashing down on you, you are all gone. i felt so disgusted, but im happy that this took place in sc 4 and not sometime later. i learnt this lesson before its too late. and now, i hope ill handle things better, much better than how i did back then.

and i guess ive finally figured out why ellec and i still remain as close as ever, although there were really bad times, and how i really used to hate her for who she is, its all over now, and i got it all figured out. she seems like such a independent soul, when deep down she isnt, she sought comfort by doing things that were beyong my understanding, how she crossed the line and did something bad but turning back to realise what went wrong. despite all that, she actually contributed greatly to the moulding of my character. i look up to her strong character, although i may disagree with things that she does. so im close to her, but i still get irritated at times. but no doubt we'll remain close. its how, i see a mini reflection of myself in her, not totally, but some parts in me that i hold so dear to myself that is so identical to her, that makes us really inseparable. (: i love you ellec, not matter how much you irritates me, or wtv. i was really touched when i read through your blog this afternoon, the post you dedicated to me just after beijing immersion gathering. i was so touched i almost cried. loveyoumucchhies.

im happy that i have such a lovely bunch by my side, i hope someone will be there for me whenever i need it, and i'll be there for you all as well. xD

i have so much more that i wanna say, but i guess i'll keep it to those who need to hear them for now, BYE lovely. (:

2007-10-07T16:54:00.000+08:00

it took 2 months plus for me to come up with a new post so erm. here goes? (:

lots of things happened in this 8 weeks or so.
i went into mugging mod for a week and embraced EYAs.
like WHEE. the end of secondary sch! (but nah not that i'm anticipating whats to come)
quite disatrous for me. but its over at last.

then options. anyway i got all my options and they are generally fun. like you get lots of practical outdoor fun for flight, plus lots of movie watching for hollywood. but BBE is a killer. we had to read through like 100+ pages of writings. that gave me a headache but nvm. its still fun LOL. xD

then i'm free from 11 to 2 almost everyday, so we walk to far east and have our double sweettalk at our small little corner. we were so cute that ppl wanted to take photos with us. HAHA. xP

ppl smiled at us, ppl said hi. just lame. but it became our rightful corner and we dun have to pay rent for it~ WAHAHA.

then on sept 21?22?23? rong told me.

SUPER JUNIOR GOT NEW ALBUM. then i was like wahhwahwahwahhh really ah! then we saw the MV.

then i saw my beloved donghae for the first time in ages? and fell in love with him again. SO another round of HUACHI-ing starts for me.

and i think this time its the craziest ever? or maybe not. huachi-ness is just in my genes. HEH. but back to donghae. he's so cute and lovable<333

and qian likes suju and donghae now too. xD

so now, i shall go off and continue huachi-ing~~~!

seeyA. lols

2007-07-31T23:06:00.000+08:00

you know sometimes time fly past so fast, its nearly the end of the year for us.
i mean, after 3+ years of getting use to a big crowded place, its time we move on again.
today was our last photog session. and mrtee asked us what was our amibition.
to lead a happy life. was sorta my reply.

he defined what you want to be as a dream, but he defined ambition as to do be doing something that no one has ever done before, because we are actually shaped by our amibiton.

he said to be happy isnt strong enough, happiness is just a state of mind.
but sometimes, you have to realise, everything you aim for, at the end of the day.
is something that makes you happy.

I dun want to be some big shot, make it big and forget what real happiness is.
Neither do i want to do something till I am the best, because stress comes in after that.
He said to leave a mark in your own life, for yourself to create memories that you are fond of.
but then at the end of your life, when u look back. so what if you did achieve that much. at the end of the day, we still have to leave this world with what we came with. which is nothing.

so it brings me to the point that, i think happiness is the most impt thing in the world. even if it is just a state of mind. because you might be 一事无成 at the end of your 100 years of live or shorter, but you can be happy being a 一事无成 chap. you can be contented with living your life without big ambitions, because so what if amibitions have defined you?

happiness being a state of mind, can never be fulfilled. i just hope to be free from what bounds us to life. if we have an amibition, in a negative way we are DRIVEN by our amibition.

you get what i mean. i just wanna say.
sometimes, ppl need to learn to accept failures, and do not regret even if u did not put in your best, or rather not live up to your own expectations. because regrets does far less than making you feel bad. and sometimes, do much lesser without expectations, and you might just see yourself feeling good about things.

for now, make as much mistakes as you can and get away with it, because in future you wun be let off so easily.

ALAMAK. i am not making sense. whatever.

i just wanna be happy.
a simple life.
get married and get a couple of kids.
make sure my kid gets the best care,
and definitely LOVE.
and let my life revolve around my kids.
be contented with seeing them grow up.
and love them with all my heart.

sometimes, the most ambitious people can get the most cruel and heartless.
sometimes, the simplest chore can be the most difficult.
sometimes,you just have to settle down and make sacrifices for other people.

if everyone was to have a amibition as big as [inserts random 伟人's name], the world would be chaotic.

stay happy(:

anyways, was watching 金田一. really interesting. xD
but nothing much to say about the male lead. ):
LOLs.

and a sidenote. ccs and jbr won! okay i know this is outdated info. but (: i'm happy!

你变得不能再对我坦白/
你学会欺骗去面对现在;
我变得像不懂事的小孩/
求一个你不肯给的依赖

HAOMING <33333

2007-07-09T23:39:00.000+08:00

HAHA. well he sang this song and it was FABULOUS. o(=^.^=)o

HIS CUTE SMILIES.

ah.

my love my fate you will fade away
以后隔天与地
I love I hate I'll miss you always
我永远亦爱你
太美好的东西　会走
还未爱够了你　怎放手
从来不肯假想　
失去你那感受
我这对脚　怎麼走
从来并未练习过温柔
迟学你或已经没法接受
然后你会说我跟她分左与右
谁希罕造种手拖手
my love my fate you will fade away
再没有恋爱味
I love I hate I'll always be afraid
永远也害怕你
我要首先讲声　我走
还是爱到你说　请你走
如果讲一声　
请照顾　我感受
我最怕你讲出口
从来并未练习过温柔
迟学你或已经没法接受
然后你会说我跟她分左与右
谁希罕造种手拖手
下次开心已要靠自己
下次顶多饰演好知己
其实再次见你　真需要
靠演技　也要你我好心地
my love my fate you will fade away
过去当做看戏
世界当没有你

haish. his voice just sodamngood for sad songs. <3333

makes me really sad and cry-yy. T_T

<3 yile <3 haoming

我就这么爱上了你。
夏日的落世天使。
我的王子。

2007-06-25T21:20:00.000+08:00

i am feeling so
........T_T

i think there's something wrong with me.
just how bad i am at expressing myself.
really.
wronggg.

2007-06-23T17:48:00.000+08:00

爱是一个人的事-俞灏明

我忘了自己留言过了几次
这是我和你唯一能联络的方式
有人说过爱情有时候是一个人的事

那天在街角遇见一个背影很像你的女子
我隔着人群喊出你的名字
世界空空荡荡没人回应我的坚持

该如何将这分秒想你的心停止
拔掉了那颗名叫回忆的旧电池
他们说爱恨离合只不过是平常的事
为什么我却傻傻的那么固执

当今天我探望那一年相爱的旧的地址
那老房子看见我的痴
它还留在这个荒芜了的城市
是不是还依然在等待我们那回不去的往日

我开始相信了爱情只是我一个人的事
我独自彷徨在这一个孤单城市
像个迷路的孩子等着一个温暖影子
只希望有天你听见我留给你的心事
到这里留一个日期今天四月十三日

wakaka. CAN found out too late! if not can ask you help me buy the 单曲。AHH~~
so sadd. shall support him all the wayyyyyyy!!!!!

JIAYOU!

2007-06-12T17:22:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH.
i am wasting my time.
i spent my whole afternoon watching clips of some singing competition.

BUT THEN.
they sing really really nice.
and the songs they pick very nice.

我还能爱谁-许志安

见过你的美我还能爱谁
我的世界走不出你背影的范围

Sorry - 苏永康

你是我这一生这一生最最最害怕去伤害到的人
也是我这一生这一生唯一能让我想安定下来的人
虽然我并没有并没有并没有一身温纯的灵魂
但是我很愿意很愿意做那个永远照顾你的人

If you were to only listen to them singing, you might think it was some singer performing. Cause when i was listening to it while surfing the net, they sounded quite nice.

WHEE. i like them singing. heh.

and all the 老歌s. hahah. if not for them i wouldnt have listen to these ppl. but the song is really nice. xD

i like how i wasted my time. HAHAHA. -.-

2007-06-12T09:56:00.000+08:00

DAMN. HAD A woonndderrrrfulll night trying to fall asleep. damn. -.-

i practically stoned for 2 hours trying to fall asleep. haish i think i woke up too late yesterday so couldnt sleep earlyy. T_T wasted stupid 2 hours.

but i love the night. it was so quiet and serene.
it felt as though you were the only one who exist.
nothing else matters anymore.

and damn. listening to sad songs at this kind of time is the BEST. omg.
because it's so quiet, the music gets amplified millions of times.
so if your volume was suitable, you could feel the music travelling through your ears.
the feeling rocks!

so i was listening to 放生 on repeat. in an attempt to make myself fall asleep.
really nice and sad.

lala. the lyrics.

放生 - 范逸臣
作词：武雄作曲：梁可耀编曲：蔡庭贵

地点是城市某个角落
时间在午夜时刻
无聊的人常在这里出没
交换一种寂寞
我静静坐在你的身后
你似乎只想沉默
我猜我们的爱情已到尽头
无话可说
比争吵更折磨
不如就分手
放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净俐落
沦落就沦落
爱闯祸就闯祸
我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果还是没结果
又何苦还要继续迁就

就彼此放生留下活口
就彼此放生
彼此留下活口
爱的时候
说过的承诺
爱过以后
就不要强求
从此分手
不必再回头
各自生活
曾经孤单加上孤单是爱火
燃烧过你和我
如今沉默加上沉默更沉默
再没有什么舍不得

haish it was really sad. then i sat there on my bed thinking of the story that i read in the day. it was about how a brother fell in love with his sister. or rather how the sis fell in love with the bro. it started from them being 4 and 6 years old till they were 16 and 18. and then the story ended there. okay so they werent able to get tgt like DUH. if not it'll be incest. towards the back part they drifted apart.

then i sat there thinking about the lyrics of the song, then i was thinking of the story behind this song. then i was really imagining the place the people and how the couple was going to break. really sad. i was visualising all the scenes and they played in my head.

DEVASTATING.

after that i think i was drained, then i fell asleep quite fast. -.-
haha. but yea the song is really nice. it's not that sad
but i think you can totally sense the emotions in the song
i think the melody carried the essense of the song so well.
love it! <33

<33 yile
i still dunoe what is the results for yesterday's css2. shall go and check. lols.

2007-06-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

Was listening to SGwannabe. their old songs. quite good eh!

wanted to share one song of theirs but it's korean so i bet you wun understand the lyrics like me so no use putting it up ):

btw, it's called Thank You. SGwannabe.

and well dashen's backk today！and she bought me donghae poster + necklace! YAY. HAHA MY DONGHAE <33

well. stayed home the whole weekend. grr. boring!

BORING!
BORING!
BORING!

i wished it was the end of the year. then i could have a long holiday and hoped time stopped and dun carry on and then i would have no sch forever! damn.

half the hols left. half the hols gone. BOTH SOUNDS AS PESSIMISTIC. well. it is a sad thing. what can you expect.

but it brings you closer to the next long break! YAY! like hella long away.

i just so suddenly miss a lot of things, old friends, old times, sometimes its really sad how people just leave your life.

just like that. slowly. they just drift apart. like from really good fwens to just a nod when you see each other.

it's like eyelashes that dropped from your eyes. new ones grow out, but you'll never get the same piece back to protect your eye.

I MISS YOU PPL. seriously. miss youall. (:

<33yile

at such a late hour, i just wanna say, from tian's blog. So GOODBYE is really nice! xD

2007-06-09T23:26:00.000+08:00

<33 SHUAIGE.

范逸臣 - 信仰爱情
曲:林毅心词:彭资闵

这场雨不知从何开始
真实是你近我的清醒
像是兴奋剂麻醉了自已
见你我措手不及
我试著问过我自已
无解深深著迷迷失自已
越想接近你越怕没有你
有没有好运降临
给我信仰爱情的勇气
我的世界只有你甜蜜确定不放弃
只有你甜蜜确定不放弃
就让我可以深情闭上眼精深深呼吸
深情闭上眼精深深呼吸
遇见你我是如此幸运
给我一个机会拥抱你
一生一秒也不要忽远忽近
看不清给我允许守候你
从今天起信仰爱情有意义因为你

我相信因为有你

<33 yile

these few days have been rubbish shitty boring but welfare made it better. <333 the kids are so cuteeeee! HEHEE.
ask ning!lols.

and i spent my time PSing, reading stories. ZOMG. i have to read more! i read ard 7/8 so far i found another 5/6 more to read. HOHO. if i have the time i would read all.

been kboxing a few times too. at least 3. a few more to go! LOLS. xDD

AND I FELL IN LOVE WITH PS. it can do wonders. ask rong! HEH. <33

well. so boring. i just wasted 1 min of your time reading this. -.-

BUT check out the song. nice! xD

2007-06-08T19:00:00.000+08:00

nice song!

爱比雪更冷-管维嘉

这场雨下的慌张
模糊了街上寂静的小巷
和你沉默的脸庞
或许我已被遗忘
从你的目光只看着远方
却不停在我身上
雨中这风景一张
就像你变得很抽象
我知道你已经不再和从前一样
为何你红着眼眶
样子却比我还坚强
你能不能多点悲伤
就算是假装
是不是一等到雨停
我们就不再有爱情
不管是什么原因都不要紧
反正是曾经
我知道一等到雨停
我们就不再有爱情
而你消失的背影
是最安静也最伤心的风景

heh. <3>

2007-06-03T18:22:00.000+08:00

i shall blog about a nice song everyday!! xDDD

LOLS. i suppose it's cause i have a very sad life with no where to go during the hols other than learning PS at home, listening to music, singing at kbox, and just slackingg. T_T

my dad came back yest from tianjin and he asked me: EH. you are having holiday now ah?
i was like NODNOD. YES. A WEEK LIAO!

then he said: then why you here ah? should have put you back in china. stay here for what?!

&%^#$@*&Y%$#;*^;&. GRRR. he should have realised that long ago and let me go backk! ><

爱情转移---陈奕迅

徘徊过多少橱窗，住过多少旅馆
才会觉得分离也并不冤枉
感情是用来浏览还是用来珍藏
好让日子天天都过的难忘
熬过了多久患难，湿了多少眼眶
才能知道伤感是爱的遗产
流浪几张双人床换过几次信仰
才让戒指义无返顾的交换
把一个人的温暖转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情代罪的羔羊
回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转，等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢
烛光照亮了晚餐，照不出个答案
恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭
床单上铺满花瓣拥抱让他成长
太拥挤就开到了别的土壤
感情需要人接班接近换来期望
期望带来失望的恶性循环
短暂的总是浪漫漫长总会不满
烧完美好青春换一个老伴
把一个人的温暖转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情代罪的羔羊
回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转，等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢
你不要失望荡气回肠是为了
最美的平凡

i love the lyrics. WAKAKA. xD

2007-05-30T20:51:00.000+08:00

the holidays are really here.
and i have tonnes of things to do. T_T
and none of them are really happy!

i dun really wanna list them out here cause it goes on and on...
i want a break desperately.

but everything goes really downhill.

):

2007-05-15T20:46:00.000+08:00

好久没有这样的心痛了。
很感谢灿介绍这本书给我。呵呵。
虽然那时觉得书名有些别扭。

我以前看过这本书的。可是那次好像没有这次那么的伤痛。很彻底的，心底传来一阵一阵揪心的痛。
昨天晚上一口气把书读完了。一口气把眼泪哭完了。一口气，把里面的悲伤都嗜尽了。我认为，书中的尹堂耀经历的痛苦，并不比小米差。
小米的痛，是愧疚，遗憾的，深入骨髓的痛。
所以当她发现自己已爱上尹堂耀时，她只认为那是对翌的背叛。

其实我是真的可以理解小米的心情的。
可是，还是会心疼。为了尹堂耀心疼。
因为爱上小米，然后发现爱上自己只是因为别人的一颗心脏，
然后却会因为见不到她而悲伤，看不到而绝望。
我想他对小米的爱，应该是很深很深的。
可是，得到的确是伤害。
就算那样的伤害并不是有意的，可是我认为这还是无法原谅的。

我看到的，并不是小米丢失了翌之后的空洞，
而是尹堂耀在发现小米接近自己后的绝望。

那种绝望深的很可怕。
它让人忘记什么是自己曾死命保守着的一切。
他为了小米，忘了他紧紧守护着的自尊。
为了她，可以不顾一切，即使是死。

我无法想象：一个从小就在我可能马上就要死的思想下长大的孩子，当他得知自己已有了从新活下去的希望，然后在深深爱上一个人的时候，发现那人爱的只是从别人身上得到的心脏。那就像是从绝望边缘被救上来人，快安全的时候，又被上面像是要救你的人一脚踹下去。这次比原来那次跌得更深，更叫窒息的绝望。

所以我很心疼尹堂耀。
他让我在读者本书的时候，一次又一次的心痛。
心一次又一次的抽痛。
泪一次又一次的滑落。

可是我知道他终究会是幸福的。
所以圆满的结尾，感觉很是平静。

我很喜欢很喜欢尹堂耀。
所以现在想着故事情节，还是会为他心疼。

《会有天使替我爱你》

2007-05-08T22:47:00.000+08:00

I NEED TO RANT.

SHIT THE HELL OUTTA MATH. T_T

it is driving me nuts.

sin cos cos sin.
3.14159~~~ -.-

ERMS. if you have an ASSS, you would off the planet now.

POOOOO.EEEEEEE. sheez/
RANTRANTRANTRANT
get the hell outta here.
dumb.

2007-05-07T22:22:00.000+08:00

LOOKING AT SHUAI KOREAN ULLZZANGS IS LIKE WINDOW SHOPPING.

YOU SEE MANY YOU FANCY, BUT YOU CAN NEVER LAY HAND ON ANY.

cause you aint got the money, and you aint got the capital.

and the shop puts up a sign saying: ALL FOR DISPLAY ONLY.

xD

2007-04-30T22:00:00.000+08:00

BAHHHHHH.
i totally feel like biting someone's head off. or in fact, MANY heads.

[some kind soul who wants to be dead, pls surrender your head. i will do you a fovour]

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. i am in a super foul mood. and i DONT KNOW WHY!

I ALWAYS GET IRKY FEELINGS READING SOME BLOGS. WAKAKAKAKAKA.
or maybe i was thinking too much but eh. please stop FLAUTING!

hateit.

and i think i am a very MAO2 DUN4 person.
if you get what i mean. ohwell.

&numbed. VOID of feelings of any sort. you can contribute to the poor soul here.
ANY KIND OF EMOTIONS WILL BE WELCOMED.

I Am @ Youth.SG

2007-04-27T19:38:00.000+08:00

If you were to ask me, “eh, what are some pertinent issues in the society now?” well, I wouldn’t be able to answer you in a moment or two, simply because.

You never tell me what issues you talking about! HOW I answer you!! XD

So, you go: “ okay, social issues meaning some phenomenon that are seen in the society, and are on a increasing trend.”

And so you gave me the boundaries for my answer. [okay, so philo comes into the picture. Boundary, conclusions etc. this proves that I am a GOOD student! =)]

BUT HEY. I still cannot answer it! The reason [again!!] being very simple.

NO. I do not go around evaluating the society, and looking at what are some trends that are happening in the society that became a trend and phenomenon that turned into an issue.

BUT, wait a moment.

I can be able to notice some issues! ^M^ [ notice that M is when a girl tries to smile demurely. ]

Okay, so here goes. [shikes, my blog entry sounds like a SPEECH?! Ohno. T_T English at work too. All those speeches makes my head expand. Err wait ohno. Chem! >.< ]

DISCLAIMER: observations made by above blogger are solely on her experiences in school, as her experience is limited to there and only there. [blame it on the sch being my 2nd home T_T]

THE SLEEP BUG.

Every morning I take a tiring 1hour ride to school [haish. I am one of the poor chaps who have to travel to school THAT early. SAD! T_T]. On the train, you see PEOPLE of all ages sleeping, or you prefer to call it, .
( of course also got ppl awake, which means they HAD good sleep )

OKAY. So yes this is a increasing trend among youths and WELL. I saw it. So it fits the boundaries. LOL.

OKAY. So you say we are trying to make use of time! To make use of time in the morning wisely to sleep. Since we cannot sleep at home [on our comfy bed], we SHALL sleep on the TRAIN, BUS, CAR, etc.

On a side note: sometimes it happens that you OVERSLEPT! OHNO. It happened to me before. But I was lucky I did not miss my intended stop by a lot. So I WASN’T LATE! XD [phew!]

Okay. Then you walk into sch. Walk into your classroom.
ANOTHER PLACE for sleeping!

Sprawled all over the classroom are ppl sleeping!
Heads down on the table!

you are amazed! But NO!
you join in.
you put down you bag at your seat. PLONK down on the chair. And OFF you go!

Go where? Your DREAMLAND DUH! Sleepsleepsleep!

So when the sch bell rings and we sing the national anthem, most of us would be groggy eyed trying to keep awake.

And then lessons come. So there are interesting lessons. But STILL. There are lessons that shut your eyelids. They just cannot stay open. No matter how hard you tried. The voice of the tcher lures you back to DREAMLAND [AGAIN]!

PE: personal experience. There was once I STARED and BLINKED like mad at the tcher to try keeping awake, and I think the tcher thought I was mad. >.<

OKAY. So you think that’s all? HA. You are wrong!
I suppose your school also have assembly sessions? Well, every fri we go to the HALL. Sing sch song. Sit down and have a series of talks/performances. And most of the time, YOU FIND HALF THE SCH POPULATION SLEEPING! Amazing huh?

Well, personally I never tried before, mainly due to the fact that I CANNOT sleep in such a noisy place. [ the speaker is speaking with a mic mind you!]

HMM. SO. THE SLEEPING BUG STRUCK MANY PPL IN TOWN!
But what’s the cure??!

Well, to find a cure for the sleeping bug, it isn’t that difficult.

First, you have to find out the cause for this BUG to thrive in SINGAPORE.

Reasons
- sch starts way too early. Students have to wake up as early as 5!
- Homework piles way too high!
- BAD time management!
- Activities in sch end very late
- A combination of the above mentioned factors.

Just IMAGINE. You wake up at 530 every morning, catching a train then a bus to reach sch. Then you study till 2. then sch ends. You go for CCA/other lessons, ends at 6.30 take another 1.5 hours to reach home, then POOF. It’s 8! You have your dinner, bathe, watch a bit of TV, and use a while of the computer!

OHNO! You shriek.

It’s 11 already!
“Then your hmw HOW?”

Where is it??
Still in your bag, UNTOUCHED.
So you have to start rushing them.
And then when do you end up sleeping??

1, 2, 3, 4. DEPENDING ON HOW FAST YOU ARE.

So you sleep at 1. wake up at 530, meaning you only sleep for 4 HOURS. AFTER 730 to 1830 hours of BRAIN CELL KILLING lessons.
You might as well be murdered right??

WE NEED MORE REST! MORE REST! MORE REST!

And so the sleeping bug sets in our body.

Most of the time, we hope the bug stay with us forever. So that we can replenish our energy!

CURE.
Get out of bad time management. Do your WORK before you play! Be more efficient, and the BUG will LEAVE you forever.

On a sidenote: BANANAS might be good for you too. It has been said that you feel constantly tired due to the lack of potassium in your body. But BANANAS contains loads of them. So get one and take a bite! AND CHASE THE BUG AWAY!

2007-04-12T20:54:00.000+08:00

为何要彼此离间；成就孤独isnt this like such a sad line. DAMNIT.

you have to learn how to switch between roles.
you have to know that this does not mean that ppl are fake.
you have to know the reason why they behave in this way.
you have to know.. you have to know!

YOU JUST CANNOT SURVIVE WITHOUT KNOWING THIS, OKAY!!
lols. yea we gotta learn, and we gotta learn it fast.

if not, you are gonna lose out.

So YOU CAN BE "fake".
so from now on, 见人说人话，见鬼说鬼话!

depends on what you are. XD

2007-04-02T00:10:00.000+08:00

飞轮海-找幸福给你
不顾一切的勇气
不会说谎的眼睛
爱你不需要经过你同意
放掉手中的回忆
像空中飞人别犹豫
我一定会抓住你
想念从每一天张开眼睛就开始
每个心跳都在提醒
talk to me
说我有这个荣幸
翻天覆地找幸福给你
拥有喜欢的事让人变坚强
baby holding me
我的天堂就在你手里
承受所有的雨滴
像大海无边又无际
包容你是我温柔的使命
把让你伤心的人都忘记
我会治好你的心
天使不是谁都爱得起
我终于明白双手存在的意义
为了抜卫心爱的你
为了紧紧拥抱你
翻天覆地找幸福给你
让人刻骨铭心什么都不怕

你知道吗？其实能够找到那么一个人，值得你为他赴汤蹈火，是一件多么美妙的事？
在你的一生里，会有几个这样的人？这些人，可想而知，对你是多么的重要。让你产生这种的想法的人，应该感到多么的荣幸呀。

今天朋友倾诉，让我发现有些人的自高自大非常令人反感。好像，我对有人喜欢我的事，为什么要感到惊讶？那应该很正常呀。这是什么垃圾态度。你以为世界都绕着你转，别人看重你是理所当然的？母狗一只。放的屁还真够臭的。

所以，虽然我未找到我特别的那个人，我想在此祝福所有已经找到了的人。请珍惜这一切，因为这样的情愫，不是你想要就能有的。其实，想了想那些负面的例子，让人很心寒。

也许我喜欢遐想，所以我有些不切实际。当现实破坏了我的憧憬，我会很失望。可是，

i'll still move on! XD

希望所有的人，都能找到想这首歌如此对你的人。那是一种幸福。
请把握。

2007-03-31T23:25:00.000+08:00

HAISH.
you know it's depressing talking to depressed people.
OTHER PEOPLE GET DEPRESSED OVER WHAT THESE PEOPLE SAID.
but on the contrary,
i get depressed cause i carn SENSE any depression, and i wonder why i dun feel like other people.

like, is there really something wrong with my sensory system. or rather my EMOTIONS.

can someone teach me how to feel extreme sadness or ULTRA HAPPINESS?
because i really dont know how to.

you just have a i-dun-really-care attitude, so you feel as though nothing's impt anymore.

NOTHING gets your attention. and you're numbed.

2007-03-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

你知道
就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了看见你背影来到
写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚
就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了最后谁也都苍老

extracted from小情歌-苏打绿
well. my comp was gone for 2 weeks. and it happened on the FIRST DAY of my holiday. which was quite sad, cause i intended to really do extremely ultraly lots of stuff during the holidays. like watching gungS, catch up on super junior videos, practice the dance at HOME, to clear my comp, to watch all those movies that i have in the comp. yea, the list goes on and on.

BUT IN THE END I COULD NOT DO ANY OF IT.
i was sad.
really sad.

but i managed to pull through with all the stuff undone + all the subjects unrevised. not to mention i had 3 exam just after sch reopened?! well. just my luck.

IT IRRITATES ME. boo to bad luck!

but the tests were quite badly done i should say. which is bad.

AND THEN MY WONDERFUL LOVELY SUPERMAN DAD CAME BACK AND HELP ME FIXED THIS PROBLEMATIC LITTLE THING! and i was DEAD happy!

yea, DEAD happy.

and then i went back to my lyrics reading. i mean, lyrics are like the coolest stuff on earth. AHAHA. yea.

normally you see me loving songs for their lyrics. seldom songs with stupid lyrics. XP

and the one i included here IS a great song with great lyrics and these makes it wonderfully nice!

XD and i have a parasitic attack on my hand which is getting worse.

which according to ching looks like err. white meat that had been grilled and ended up half-cooked. EEWWW. boohoo to my hand.

get well you lil thing! XD

2007-03-13T15:50:00.000+08:00

seouls was fun.
we ate for more than 3 hours straight without stopping till we were so bloated it hurt to laugh.
and we were laughing so much our food almost came out.
and the mising bowls and potatoes.
and the red "syrup drink"

wheee, let's go there againnn! XD

2007-03-08T20:45:00.000+08:00

HAHA. today was funnyyy! XD

as rong BADLY wanted to buy a belt from far east! (she dun buy today she will die.) so we went there after our dance prac. and then after buying the belt which was LACEEYY, we sat down for a lil drink at FULL HOUSE. XD
rong's treat! XD HAHAHAHAAA.

and then there was thiss BEEG TALL GUYY standing at the counter with a POSE HE HIMSELF THINK IS VERY SHUAI and SEXY (obviously it isnt), and started talking to the err. girl at the counter.

as we were all dead tired after dance prac, we sat down at the ONLY available table which was beside the counter. WE CLARIFY FIRST. WE DIDNT MEAN TO LISTEN TO THE CONVO. but rong heard anyway. so she was really amused and she came closer to me and told me this: " ehh! you know hor. i think the guy trying to da1 shan4 the counter girl lehh!" then i went o.O.

REALLY?!

"yea. you know what he said?? he said. ni jing tian you kong ma? ming tian leh? hou tian leh? (are you free today? tml? the day after tml?" so i went HAHAHAHA. -.-

SO WE LOOKED UP AT HIM AND LAUGHED. AND WE CONTINUE TO LISTEN TO HIM TALK.

THEN HE SAID THIS!!!!

" AIYA, NI JIA GEI WO JIU HAO LE!!!! ( aiya, you marry me can liao!)"

so we looked at each other and went O.O. O.O at each other it was DAMN funny.

then suddenly it dawned on us.

the guy said.

" NI JIANG (ZHE YANG) GEI WO JIU HAO LE! (you pass it to me (liddat) can liao!"

so we look at each other and -.- -.-. HAHA

then we started laughingg. and we told each other how both of us also thought it was MARRY. so err the guy walked off with the food which he bought from FULL HSE.

and then we laughed and laughed. i mean it was really funny especially how the guy pronouce till we both thought it was MARRY.

and how he stood till he thought he was VERY SEXY and SHUAI (so not lahh)

CAUSE WE WERE EXPECTING SOMETHING SCANDALOUS. -.- haha nvm. XD

then we saw the MANGO ICE in FULL HOUSE. in chinese it's MANG MANG GUO BING. and so i told rong. ehh! next time we eat this. XD

then we okayokay.
then i said MANMANGO looks nice mahhs! XD
then we got into this MANMAN fits.
MANMANGO. MANGOMAN! GOMANMAN! HAHAH -.-

and so i said. hmm. i shall open a shop that sells mango ice and call the shop MANGOMAN! 芒果男! -.-

okayy this is lame, but go try out the MANGO ICE. it looks niceee. >D

anywayys i miss shopping with rongggg. HEH. <333

2007-03-04T21:38:00.000+08:00

it is causing too much hurt.
TOO MUCH HURT.

can we all end it here?

you know, everything seems like its fine,
but we arent exactly sure what goes beneath it.
it was a two way thing.
it causes hurt both ways.

BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN THE MAJORITY HAD NO BLAME.
it was fiftyfifty.

theres a wall restricting all the exchanges that should have taken place.
you shun me, so i also shun you.
you hate me, so i also hate you.
SO LETS SEE WHO'S QUICKER IN THIS GAME.
THE FASTEST WINS.
and so someone lost.
lost to it all.

only one getting hurt, only one getting shunned, only one getting all the criticism. ONLY ONE. getting all these.

it just aint fair is it?

then the winner has got,
people who support her, people who listen to her, people who just stood by her side.

even if the loser hurt you in one way or another, is the winner not causing ANY hurt to the loser now, when this happens?
then is the action justified?

you stab me once, i chop you 5 times.
HAHAHA. a joke obviously. it just aint fair.

IT IS A WHEEFFFFINGGG COMPLICATED PILE OF TANGLEDUP SHIT feelings.
the INITIAL wrong was something trivial.
but it got tangled up into something much more complicated.
something much more hurting.
something much more complicated.
something all of us dun want to face.

YES. something i dun wanna face.
you just feel like you wanna escape.

take me away,
fly me high.

but yea.
we gotta grow up.

we need to learn to forgive and forget.
separate them and you know it's not worth the hate.
accept with love. <33

2007-02-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

hand in hand, we kiss the rain.

this post is dedicated to you. <333
STAND STRONG.
you live for yourself, and do not change yourself just to suit others. it makes other people look down on you. the fact that we opened up to you was cause we know you arent bad. it was just a case of bad influence.
BE OPEN.
we pormised not to keep anything from each other. we hope we would never ever break that promise again. be it you, me, or us. we'll be frank and sweeettt <33
BE HAPPY.
the most importatnt thing is to feel the bond. we are one mimisatu, and will always be one mimisatu! the sense of belonging is what keeps us together for soso long. you just got to believe we are all there for you. you are there for all of us too. we love you always <3
BE SMART.
there are people who are not worth your trust. we know the feeling's there. but there's no appreciation of your trust and faith so why bother? it's not worth it. you just have to see for yourself, what's right and what's wrong. ^^

LASTLY, I WOULD LIKE TO EMPHASIZE ON THE POINT THAT.
WE STILL LOVE YOU. and always will.<33333
for being the true you.

MIMISATU! i love you!!! <333333333
with hugs and kisses.
sweetly mimisatu. XD

2007-02-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

WAGAHGAHGAH.

THE STUPID STOMACH UPSET IS KILLING ME. IT DOESNT ALLOW ME TO GO SLEEP. I CARN SLEEP.
I CARN DO WORK. I CARN EVEN SIT PROPERLY. LIE DOWN PROPERLY. EEEEEKKKK.

STUPID STOMACHHHH. SHIKES.
goodbye goodbye stomach. you better stop churning or i will kill you!!!
YOU KNOW YOU GOTTA STOP!
(to the tune of goodbye baby)

kehh nvm. the fangirl virus got me again!
this was a convo btw me and nicole!
nic: how's jap?
me: i only managed be to finish half KANGIN.
nic: HUH?! (okay, this is my exxagerated reaction of her mild reaction)
me: OHMYSHIT. it's KANJI. i'm sry. TOO MUCH SUPER JUNIOR.

OHYES. super junior giving me the graghh.
where's my HAE?

you are my super hae! you are my super hae!
you make me happy when skies are GWEHH!
(to the tune of you are my sunshine)

kehh nvm. i know hae's sad that he's separated from his beloved EUNHYUK. but YIKES.
he sucks kehhh.
YOU HAVE ME <33
lols. HAE you better live up to your shuainess! WHEE.

ps. KYU get away from TEUK. you geddit!! RONG and I will be after you!

2007-02-16T00:12:00.000+08:00

i am starting to find all these FAKE
& unreliable.

i need an injection of faith.

2007-02-12T21:52:00.000+08:00

it was a great afternoon out! XD
with all those food and laughter and madness.
love yall! ^^
happy CNY and Valentines. XD

I AM STILL SO FULL WITH ALL THOSE SUSHI IN MY TUMMY. XD
not to forget mentioning all those 情歌 sung to each other.
QIAN & LE. hoho. YEA BABEHH!^^

we were so crazy we ended up taking of food that resembles pictures of err. our sci topics. >< HAHA. it was all a stupid lame idea. but yea it was fun! UDON CHOROMOSOMES. SUSHI ATOMS. ahahaha. XP
shen you ate your chromosomes finally! XD dream come true yea?

okay. i was random lyrics hopping and mayday's lyrics are too damn sweet to be true. OHMY. seriously sweet and fluff and puff! ^^

为你跌跌撞撞傻傻笑笑
买一杯果汁
就算庸庸碌碌匆匆忙忙
活过一辈子
也要分分秒秒年年日日
全心守护你
最小的事

你笑得像个孩子
每个平凡小事
变成永恒故事

像孩子依赖著肩膀
像眼泪依赖著脸庞
你就像天使一样
给我依赖给我力量
像诗人依赖著月亮
像海豚依赖海洋
你是天使你是天使
你是我最初和最后的天堂

UBER SWEETNESS. XD

<333

2007-02-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

it gets horrifying when you realise how people can get so fake.

YES. YOU WANT A LIFE. YOU WANT EVERYTHING YOUR WAY. SO YOU GET SO FAKE. inordertogetwhatyouwant.

please can you tell me what is the point of getting everything when all along you pretend to be someone else?! are you really gonna get true happiness from what you are doing, or will they just add on to your burden?

i dun really care cause you are not someone important to me, but please. get REAL! there's no point in remaning fake all the time.

i am not dismissing the fact that we do need to have some pretentious courtesy. if not things would go haywire. like SHIT.

but you dun trick ppl into believeing you are something else. ALL THE TIME.
it's so disgusting it makes me wanna puke.
get a LIFE okayy?!

2007-02-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm.

this was from quite long ago. but i suddenly got reminded of it again. HAHA XD

the funniest pickup line that i heard of.
content of it ard the same as stated below:
hmm. 小姐。我知道今天不是开4D或TOTO的天数，不过今天日子不错。如果可以的话，你可以给我你那8个lucky numbers吗？*beams*

then the girl paused. AHH?! thinking to herself: what talk he? lucky numbers? i dun buy 4d or toto lehhs!

then the guy continues:
小姐，请不要装作不明白我的意思。我就是想要你的手机号码拉。小姐，给我吧!

-.- -.- -.-

HAHA okay maybe it's lame and SUPER unfunny till it's funny. (like xiaodi's jokes)
but if you know the guy who said it and imagine his expression when he said it, then it will be super funny! HAHA XD

2007-02-05T00:05:00.000+08:00

i have an obssession with angels.

will you be my angel?

2007-02-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

it's so easy to talk about love.
it's so easy.

but what exactly is love?

SHIZZZ.
this is getting so shit.
rong. i carn believe myself.

SHUCCKS.

2007-01-31T23:08:00.000+08:00

all those pretty words said.
were just a sweet pretence.
you dun have to know but you insisted.
i want to know but you denied.
all those love and
all those hate.

vanishes.

demanding too much is bad.
not knowing that you are demanding is worse.
preaches but does not do what you preach is the worst.

all these piss me off. seriously.
you think too much.
i think you think too much for yourself.

beat that.

2007-01-28T21:20:00.000+08:00

CANT PEOPLE JUST STOP THINKING OF AHEM FOR ONCE!

it's getting me irritated and shit ass hell blearghhhxxx.
it's disgustingg.

please lah.
grow up kid.

and infatuations are nothing.
so can you just give all those shit up and move on with life.
face all those rejections!
and i am refering to you!
the TT who asks c what kind of person b is just because he likes b.
and HOW CAN YOU SAY YOU LOVE SOMEONE WHEN YOU DUN EVEN KNOW HOW SHE IS LIKE!
tmd!
(TT is the name given to this person to protect his name. -.-)

it's just how fake things get.

2007-01-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

it's sucks too see all those hypocrites ard.
but somehow it looks as though i'm turning into one.

am i?

and dun think too much abt everything yea?
you still have me and that's enough for everythingg <3

2007-01-19T18:42:00.000+08:00

things are getting at me. it's turning me mad.

the differences in our thoughts gets it really difficult for me to tell you some of the things that i do. i know yes, you feel bad about me not telling you, but sometimes you have to understand there are things that i dun want to share just yet. i dun want more people getting invovled cause i wasnt sure about anything that is happeneing either. haha. yes i admit some parts of what you say MIGHT have been true, foe eg the part about my feelings (this part is really carn figure out gah!). yes and i told you in the end not because i tell you so that you would not find out for yourself and be angry at me. i say things after they are done because i know true friends dun need an explanation. i dun like to say things before i do it cause i dun like to hear about suggestions after i have made a decision. it gets me thinking again which will turn me mad once again and yea i dun like it.

i dunoe how to explain this to you. but i wish you would understand. even the closest friends needs private space. i dunoe how to put it but yea. i admit i'm timid. i'm a coward. you realise i dun reason with you much, cause i know once there's a difference in thinking, you will try to persuade me to think in your way, or even maybe agree with you. but it's tiring me. it's really really getting me tired. maybe you just tend to put down what other ppl thinks and it kinda scares me i dun feel like saying things anymore. or maybe you werent trying to put them down, but it sounds like. and i dun like it.

the feeling of being cheated should not have been coming out from anywhere, because you know me. even when i denies it, i know you can see through it. so do not come to question me or anything just try to understand i'm not ready to share. any confrontation just gets me more tired to speak.

i hope you dun feel bad about this thing. because what you did was right. you asked if there was any regret, i told you "no", but to be honest, it's a combination of yes and no. but i want you to know that i appreciated what you did, because it really helped me, and i would not be where i am now w/o you. and i know in the long run, i would totally love you for being there for me.
about the yes part. it's getting me scared of myself too. it seems like suddenly i lost the faith in me. i'm not that happy lively innocent girl who still thinks that things are all bright and beautiful anymore. i dunno why, but i seems as though faith is draining away from me. i am getting more and more drained by the day. i dunoe what will happen when all's gone.

"you gotta hold that faith and wait longlong" yes i will. but i'm scared.

i'm scared. so i want assurance. i want to rely on someone. i want someone to be there.
i WANT a shoulder to lean on.
am i getting more and more superficial?
cause i'm getting the idea that i am, and it's scaring the hell outta me.

i need a hug now. desperately.

all the right lines said at the wrong time
all the real scenes played with the wrong guy
all the drama gives away our foolishness
but all you will still have is me,
so stop that confusion and come away with me.
i will tell you that i love you soso more than drama tells.
thanks, i love it.

YILE, i hate you.

2007-01-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

it's time to blog again.
i realise everytime i blog here. it wasnt going to be anything good.
this is bad. i carn seem to find anything that brightens my day anytime anywhere.
pls, just gimmi some happy moments.

i think it's gonna be a super long post so beware. =)

some things just suddenly occured to me. and it's turning me crazy.
YILE, YOU JUST WASTED YOUR SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE.
with nothing that you cherish. with nothing that you know you'' keep close to your heart.
and the worse part of it is that. it was supposed to be the most memorable days of my life.
Other than my wedding of course. That is if I find someone to marry. XP
You wasted your time, you suck big time.
Okay yes. This struck me yesterday and it totally drove me mad.
YES. Precious moments gone with time.

And then this linked on to a even bigger event that I dunno if it was good/bad/neutral. Is there something wrong with the way I communicate with people, or is there something wrong with me? Because ppl are misunderstanding what I am doing, and it wasn’t just one person. It was MORE THAN 5. YOUKNOW. 5. and they are all close to me. I really dunoe what I did to make them think this way, but it isn’t good. Please tell me how. to. Change. I need the help, thanks!

Okay back to the subject about me turning mad. Yes, I am mad. You go ard you ask anyone. Is yile mad? Is yile mad? They will answer YES! YILE IS MAD!
Because of some weird things that I said, it is scaring the hell out of other people. Like this line. Yile says: you want to play I play with you loh. Hahaa. This was what came out from me when I was like really clueless. But then it wasn’t going to be fair. even though the game might be really fun and stuff. You just carn bring yourself to do that. But I said that.

Which got back a reply:

If you think you can just play like that, you are even worse.

Which yes. Makes sense and I am not that type. I wun do that. So yea I suppose all those thinking was getting at me. I was getting mad.

They say I changed. And it kinda saddens me. Cause the change wasn’t for the better. In fact, it meant something bad.

“ yile, I think you have changed a lot, like usually you dun do this. But now you do.”

NO. I want to say I didn’t change. What really changed was just some of my behaviour. but, what’s really within me is still the same. I am the same old yile who will koped your food whenever I can, same old yile who would like to listen to your troubles but not knowing how to chase them away, the same old yile who will try to make you happy again with cheesy grins and smiles, the same old yile who is willing to lend you a shoulder, the same old yile who likes to suan you but actually she means well, the same old yile who makes you go -.- by saying lame stuff that you know she is crapping. She’s the SAME old yile that all of you know. She’s the same.

Yea. I dun wanna change. Pls tell me I didn’t.

And there’s this part about me telling shen that I was zi nue. I wanted to tell her, YES DEFINITELY. If I have the chance to have go into one, I will. This would be theoretically. YILE IS A ZI NUE KUANG. But then.
When things of this sort might really happen, you tend to think more about it. You dun wanna hurt yourself. you dun wanna hurt someone else. You hope that you all will still remain happy as ever, and things get complicated. Something that you know will end before you even started, should never ever start in the first place. Unless you are positively sure that! It will turn out well. So actually dashen I am not so zi nue after all. XDXD
But then dashen! it would still be nice to have one. Although it shouldn’t be the first. HAHAA.

Is it getting a bit too long?? HAHAHA.
Okay a message for you if you see it: pls be more serious when it comes to this okay? Because when you are not, it makes you seem like a playa. And I dun think that is very good for yourself right? Be more serious and dun settle on any/all that’s in your direction. Find the right one and keep it. XD and you’ll be happy and blessed LONG time. ^^

That’ll be the nicest thing to hear. =)

Okay I shant go all feeling weird weird liao:
And it’s time for some new year resolutions (yea they are like super late)
-live everyday happily, without any sighs, without any hard feelings
-let people get influenced by the liveliness
-to get my jap back on track (this can kill)
-to get dashen BGR-accepter (LOL. No more BL GL pls!)
-to get qian a kisser-accepter ( Dun ewww. XD you did kiss your parents before XP)
-to get myself a nicenice cushion! XD
-to get myself a nicenice camera/laptop!

I shall work hard on it. Save up eat less lose weight buy stuff find stuff smile everyday happy everyday lively everyday!

JAP. You wait. You wait. You wait. XD

Kehh. They are late but I’m not late. ^^
Seeya!

2007-01-09T18:38:00.001+08:00

it bothers me.
why are you likethat.

you shouldnt be.

2007-01-05T19:25:00.000+08:00

haish.
sometimes, things get ridiculously out of control.
and it's REALLY ridiculous. you dun even know,
what exactly happened.
and sometimes, it just made you think,
negative abt yourself.

i mean, yea i like to gossip i like to listen to gossip i like to tell other ppl gossip, i know it's not really good or pleasant! kehh. yea i know it's my fault, it's my fault. my mouth is too big. i talk without thinking. i talk very loudly. i say stuff that are not meant to be said. and well, i just suddenly thought yile's mouth is a lil yucky. from what i know now, i seriously know that GOSSIPing is not good, and i WILL stop. but then. i wouldnt say anything that i wasnt sure of. if i didnt have concrete proof that it would be this way, i wouldnt say a word. it's not like, i pass false GOSSIP around, and well. it's just plain chatting. i just like to share things that i know with my friends. or maybe even. know them simply for my own pleasure. however, if this causes hurt, hate, other gossips, or anything mean, I GIVE UP. i will stop. i just dun like how things might turn out due to this.

well. i like to chat. i like to talk. as long as i can talk to the person nicely without being awkward, i wont stop. and well. it's kinda weird, how talking might lead to weird complications?? i dunnoe. but it seems like it's getting a lil out of hand. i wanna say, i dun like what ppl think when i do talk to people that erm, maybe i shouldnt really be talking a lot to, or maybe just what some ppl think i shouldnt talk to. it's kinda sucky to hear about other ppl talking about you behind your back and whatever shit. it's really bad, and i totally hate it. i know it's just a personal matter, but it really struck me, not in a very negative way, but well. it made me realise how bad my mouth was. okay. i will stop talking abt other people too much like how i used to. however, i still remain the rights to say anything that i want to!

cause now i know.
words spread like a forest fire, it's super fast, and before you know it the whole forest's gone.
i realise also.
sometimes things doesnt turn out the way you intend it to be. dad used to tell me about this using the example of study corners, and i was amused. but now i'm not. the point's valid.
now it bugs me. totally.
it;s when can tells me everything that i know.
maybe stuff really gets passed ard real fast.
it's weird. cause i dun really like people thinking of this kind of stuff abt me.
and now. i finally realise. what i was doing previously.
it hurts.
although it doesnt hurt me, it kinda bothers me,
not in a good way.
so, yes. i hope ths misunderstandingS would be cleared soon, and there would be no weird stuff passing ard, that even can questions me?
i tell you seriously, it wouldnt end the way you all thought it would be. trust me.

give me a break. and nth to spoil my name.
thankew.

2006-12-18T20:13:00.000+08:00

2006-12-04T09:48:00.000+08:00

siansiansian.
this is really damn sian.
siantill i go do personality tests!

but i found out that it can be quite accurate sometimes. >< blehh.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

personality love test:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

personality:
Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

kehh. i'm not quite sure about this one though. lol. kind? gentle? HAHAHA.

yile.
whee. yihae is <3!

2006-03-24T18:55:00.000+08:00

i think i ve gone for quite some time. and it's a bit weird to start blogging again. haha. anywayy. i'm still at jaejoong and donghae. hoho. ^^ they're too fantastic you see. ^^

but anywayss. today we watched this movie, then the kids inside all so cute!! mygoshh. so cute cann. i like cyrus the mostt.

andandand. dashen is sickk. ><

YIHAE is <3. ^^

2005-12-26T18:40:00.000+08:00

hehe. back with my xinhuan. DONGHAI!!! yoyoyo! haha. he is really cute okayyy. ^^haha. hehe. dun think there's a need to put his pics bahh. dun think anyone is interested. haha. but i'm still HERO's. haha. ^^

2005-12-15T11:44:00.000+08:00

hehe. AND what is TODAY's DATE??????????????????

DEC 15！！！

meaning it is XIAH's birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hoho. XIAH. i love you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! and ROCKon forever~~~~~~~~~

TVXQ

2005-12-15T11:19:00.000+08:00

haha! anyway. cause now currently, our whole year is almost obsessed with TVXQ, and we think that they rock!!! and the one who started this craze was......ME! haha. i mean now we have a favourite year BAND!! isnt that so COOL?! haha. and our whole year also takes geog. i mean how bonded can we get?! heh. and they were all blaming me for letting them know of them so late.. haha! so now. all of them are crazy over them liao! hoho.

but then. from these. YILE is starting to have some changes too! although TVXQ would always be the best on my list, my list is starting to fill up with another BAND. haha well. i dun think my yearmates will like them lah. but i think they are damn kkeeewwwttt!!!!! ^^ i mean, really! haha. but well, no matter how good they are, they would still be second on my list..... FIRST is always reserved for TVXQ!! they rock forever and ever~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ =))

2005-12-10T19:32:00.000+08:00

MV;

sorry i love you

2005-11-27T21:15:00.000+08:00

omgomgomgomg. this show is so damn nice cannn. it was so touching till i cried. and i cried more than 5 times?! that's a very large number!! haiz. and the guy acted so well lohhhhhhhhhhhhh. i mean whenever you look at him cry in the show, u'll feel like crying along. unlike kwonsangwoo. his crying makes me wanna laugh. for some reason. NO OFFENCE to kwonsangwoo fans out there. cause i kind of like him also. but this guyyy.... goddddsssss. he is so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -inserts random good word- everything good okayyyyy. everyone should go and watch this show. SORRY but I love you. (not sure if the but is there). gowatch! not to be missed okayyyyyy. strongly reccomend. and guess wadddd??!
tvxq was in the showww. i mean it was an accidental catch. cause they were on the tv, in the drama. as 2 of the actors were actors in the drama series, and they were together, so there was entertainment news on them on the tv, and the guy was supposed to see this news and lose his temper. then before this news came out on tv, the scene was the guy and his sister eating infront of the tv, and they were having dinner. then the tv was at the side. then the previous entertainment news prior to the one the drama series was using was TVXQ's !!! hehe. so surprisinggg!! then i was lik O.o TVXQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then i was like hugging my comp monitor. cause i was watchin the show in the comp. then hehe. my mum say i was MADDD. XD go watch okayyyy. ohmysuzhixie my wuhe. saranghe....

2005-11-27T14:12:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhh. finally have photoshop full version! haapppyyy-ing.
cool. i finally realise how cool photoshop is. IN love with it!! hoho.
and class chalet is coming soon. looking forward to it. and my mei taught me some stupid games which we can play during the chalet. it is really verryyyyy lame! and veh "loser"~~haha
currently rushing the report. haizzzzzz. i dun think can finish on time lohh.
have been going to sch almost every alternate days for ttime prac.. DANCE. arhhhh. dun feel like dancing lehh. somemore got that dance.. ek.
currently listening to It's raining. COOL songg. haha. wadeva. TVXQ still DA best! hoho. just downloaded some H.O.T songs. i know i am quite slow lah. cause they like jie san for veh long liao. but then. HOT was really HOT then just that i didnt like their zaoxing. and my senior and webpal says that their songs are really great~~i decided to try it. who knows? i might fall in love with their music. but not the people lah. i think they look weird. except that Kangta person. i think he looks a bit like the younger HERO. hah. hhaa. enuff talk bout H.O.T. byeeeesssss~~ flies off

2005-11-16T18:21:00.000+08:00

hoho. haven been bloggin for really really longg... haha. not like anyone would read this but nevermind. i shall blog this to exclaim my happiness!! HAHA.

TRAINING CAMP IS OVER!!! hoho. hehe. haha. hehheh. huhu. after 3 days and 2 nights in camp. it is finally over. WE DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE ROCK!//hehe. okay lah. BYES.

NExt up is talenttime!!!

2005-10-29T21:15:00.000+08:00

haiz. feeling really sick and tired of everything liao. dun feel like going to school anymore! ahhhhh. other ppl already school holiday liao.

today we had yrmeeting. and we drew lots for grp items. unfortunately, i got a skit again! like wadda. AGAIN! i hae always been doing skit, and only had 1 song. so unlucky! i wan song. so easy just sing a song can liao. haiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. skit still must write script.

2005-10-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

haha. we got back the results today okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i am like so dissapointed with some of my results. although they were kind of expected. -.-

so it's history - realllyyy realllyyyyy BAD. i feel like killing history. LOWEST.
geog - not badd. but could have been a bit better!
Lit- quite happy with the quite lousy results. cause kind of my best!
Math- quite dissapointed in myself. SO LOW!
Chem - even worse can! i am like so CARELESS!!!!! WTH.

well. getting back of our results significes that we are separating really soon. LIKE it's so soon. But I really carn wait to be separated from some people.
however, i would miss most of you all. all those diff combi. Same combi. let's hope we get into same class yeaaaa. Will really miss you all loads!!

haha. my comp is taking forever! it is really slow. argghhhhhx. i really carn wait any longerrr!><

2005-10-25T19:25:00.000+08:00

haha. sorry for the previous post. just lamenting. haha. ^^

2005-10-25T19:14:00.000+08:00

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.i carn take it anymore!!!!
what is your bloody problem ahhh????????????? you really ahve serious ap lah. i never even do anything to spite you. and wad gives you the right to chu chu gen wo zuo dui?! hun dan! i cannot take it anymore!

luckily we are separating like in 8 days time. ha! carn wait to get away from this bloodyy mess man. who do you think you are?! being a head prefect in primary school doesnt give you the right to order people ard in SEC sch. dun be a bossy punk or wadeva they call you. oh manns. wad is the bloody problem with you! so wad if i irritates you?! you think you very lovable ah??? huh?? very lovable hor????????? wad ass shit is this. huh? you tell me lah. JUst because i have a loud voice does not make me someone who is irritating okay! i think you voice that sounds like a witch which everyone also thinks so is not that good either! at least mine is a human's loud voice! your's a WITCH! ha. wadeva man.

carry on doing what you r doing now lah. you will get your retribution. SOME DAY! SOME HOW! and you will not be thid bossy authoritative FREAK anymore!

2005-10-24T19:14:00.000+08:00

BEST SELLER BEST SELLER BEST SELLER BEST SELLER
haha. TVXQ new album hit HMV best seller in less than 2 days. casue i went on friday dun have. then i went today. got and wahahahahahahahahaha. i saw their new album. unfortunately, i forgot to go to the chart to see, and well. i also didnt noe their album was up for free listening. so i was like hugging the album on the spot. haha. too bad tt i dun have the money to buy it. haha. but then. i didnt listen to it there. and then and then.........
me and berni left. and then. limin smsed me minutes later and say tt she went hmv, and saw the rising sun album. and they were playing it over the public phones then i was like WHAT!!! why did i leave just a few moments ago?! haiz. so cuo guo le. and then limin told me can listen to their cd one. then i also didnt see. cause i didnt go near tt chart there. and the thing was there. haha. not like i never listen before lah, i have the whole album songs already, but then the feeling is very different you seee. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. this is so wasted. limin and yunting got to listen to it over the public speaker! arrrghhhs. why did i leave so early. arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! why i so wu yuan with them??????????? haha. anyways. i dun care le. LC buying their TRI-ANGLE album for me. hehe. and i have everything of their second album liao. now wad i am missing is all their MVs, which i am going to get from Xiaoting. hehe. so. now only thing tt i dun have IS.

A face to face meeting with them!!!!!! i want to see them for nuts! haha. okay lah. i shall chill and wait for a chance to. SURE HAVE ONE! ^^

p.s. forgot to mention. this post is my CENTURY post. 100th one. hehe. dedicated to TVXQ!~

2005-10-22T18:23:00.000+08:00

HAHA. THIS IS MY FIRST POST AFTER THE EOYS!!!! YAY!

haha. sorry for being so hyper. so after MY LAST!!!!!!!!! paper, which is math. EVERYTHING WAS OVER! yay. haha. very happy okayy. although i dunno whether i'll do well for all the papers or not, as in i know not very good already but heck! dun care le

after tt went shopping with leican and jas. haha. then bought some bracelets.

then after that reach home! then i on the comp. then i started going to the forum. so excited. then i started talking to my jjS. hhahah. they so nice okayy. help me and sent me pics of JaeJoong and of course Yoonho. haha. MAX! then i sawmax's gif images. all so damn cute. dun believe ask limin. hehe. haha. okay. i'm high. then i started reading this book tt in introed to berni. haha. so nice okayy. then i finished reading. okay. so now. my longest record of using the comp is 9 hours!!!! yesterday! haha. okayy... anyway. just feeling very hyper now. for unknown reason. =)) byeee!!

2005-10-17T16:52:00.000+08:00

haizzzzzz...................................................... i am really sianz. okay. exams start liao.
and i'm still like... blurblur. haha. heck lah. grrrrrrrrr. off to forums. bye!

2005-10-11T21:25:00.000+08:00

haha. ling. i carn wait for my brownies! ><

2005-10-11T17:05:00.000+08:00

haha. so here i am again. to blog about tvxq.

so the comparison thing was really cool. haha. gab said it was really funny. haha.

haha, so now. a detailed description of yoonho an hero then.
yoonho. a shuaaiiii look. i guess i dun have to explain this. but he looks a bit playboyish right> haha. i shall try to post pics here next time. lazy to do so now. but then. he's really sweet. and he dances really well. and he is 184. yes. so tall. mgod.

haha. okay so now hero. he's not that tall. and they are diff versions of his height every where. but i guess he is 178. cause he always looks the shortest in the grp. haha. and he is really a committed artiste. and there was this time where they went to visit sick children in a korea hospital, and even though he couldnt even walk properly himself, and he needed the help of his third and fourth legs. to be exact is crutches. to walk ard. but he still went. i mean how sweet was tt?? and also. in their new rising sun mv. although he couldnt even stand properly and move his upper body, he still insisted on dancing with his hands, with the help of someone holding his lower body so that he could have support, casue if not he would fall. so, he's really committed. and also, 1 first look at his face you'll think he looks a bit girly, with a really feminine face, but he is actaully a really cool GUY!! i emphasize on the word GUY. haha. so nva judge a book by its cover. and i dun think he looks really tt feminine, he is just really rally cute and gentle. haha. gentleman. haha. okayy. so he's really nice okayy? yup.

hehe. love both of them. ^^

2005-10-09T14:56:00.000+08:00

haha. feeling bored. so now let's do a comparison of tvxq members.
in order [best on top]
best dancer:
YOONHO!
xiah
max
hero
micky (youshould see the look on his face when he is dancing. damn funny sia.)

best singer:
HERO!
Max
Micky
Yoonho
Xiah

best voice: (though maybe cannot sing)
HERO!
YOONHO
Max
Xiah
Micky

best looks:
YOONHO! (shuai)
HERO! (cute)
Max ( innocent)
Xiah (quite okay lahh.)
Micky(got not really a nice face. opps. no offence to all micky fans out there)

haha. you see. so all in all. Yoonho and hero are the best!

poor hero cried in rising sun Music Video. and yoonho was a boxer. damn cool i tell you. all so shuaiii. even micky looks not bad in the Music video. nice! ^^

2005-10-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

i guess it is better that you do not read this entry. as it is going to be very difficult to read.

haiz.irllycarnletugo.althowenottgtbutiwantasay
irllylikeu.butimnotsureifitisthesame4u.ofco
zihopeitis.butmostlikelyitisntrightikne
witrightfromthestart.buticarnst
opthinkinofu.maybeimdum
b.butineedubymyside.b
utidunevenget2see
ulikeoncenurlevi
nforsomewher
esofar.sofa
raway.id
uneven
seem
tobea
ble
to
thinkoftt
place.canustay
4me.inoeitisquitei
mpossible.iwuneven
giveupthatlittlehope.faith.
sryplsdunreadon.idunnidani
onetospareathoughtforme.ijustnid
utodoso.isitthatdifficult.iwanananswer.
stoprefrainig4rmtogintome.inoeuarearodin.
plsdarrrrnnlevmealone.inidya.sry.iwasjustcurious.

+brokkkkenn~

2005-09-30T21:07:00.000+08:00

everyone is hiding their real feelings. ha. and i think i am the only stupid one who goes around telling everyone how i feel. i guess that it quite stupid. ahh. how i wish i was back in china. and you left for somewhere so far. i hope i could see you before you left. you didnt give me the chance to. =( how i hope i can see you.
stop being so naive yile. not everyone thinks the same way as you. stop looking at the world like an idiot. you think you are so correct but then you are not. dun be so stupid yile. people ask me why i am always so happy. what should i tell them then? i dun even know the answer myself. why am i so happy? when everything seems interesting to you, actually it may mean that nothing is interesting to you. then if i am always happy, does that make me actually always unhappy? or is it just a habit of mine to be happy and just forget everything?? is that the reason that i have a habit of forgetting everything? and since in dun try remembering. it just goes on. i really need someone to support me through this few years. you noe the person is you. but u wun be reading this and forever wun read this. i really need you. where are you then?
how can you leave me in this mess. how can you? the world is so fake. i need you to guide me. tell me what's real. yes. i need you to guide me. please guide me along. i'll have a hard time, but i guess i'll manage.

2005-09-29T20:15:00.000+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEESSSS! Jap's over! =)))
hehe. i carn believe it. it is finally over. although i dun think i;ll do very well for this exam, but at least i dun have to study for it anymore X)
sick and tired of it.
i want to go korea.
korea.
korea
haha.
well.
tomolo studying tgt with ling. haha.
going HMV! yay!
got rising sun. X)
currently blogging. haha. DUH.
if not what am i typing here. haah.
okay lah.
Bye.
Rise up! Rise up!

song: xi shua shua
by: hua er yue dui. (Chinaone)

2005-09-24T14:24:00.000+08:00

hehe. i am back to post again. =)
ahhh. thnks to limin. i am able to have yoonho in my phone now.. =) luvya limin. thnks. and we realised tt we both like one of the korean guys. hehe. limraeyong or something one. haha. but i still love my yoonho the best. he is so cute and shuai and everything. =) he's my everything. hehe. =)
song recommendation: Rising Sun
sang by: dong bang shin gi
=)=)=)=)=)=)

2005-09-20T18:50:00.000+08:00

sry. correction to the previous post kaess.. uknow is 19, not 17. haha. or maybe he's 20 now. dunoe. =)

uknow. hero. max.

2005-09-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

arghx. they are so shuaiiixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx....... *swoons
haha. they are really my type lah.. and uknow is only 17, like two years older than me only. haha. My boyfriend. how i wish. haha. language barrier. and he's too tall. haha. but i wan a bf like uknow. ahhh. he's so cute so shuai so caring so well. everything good. ^^
and hero is like COOL. haha. dun mind him also.
maxxx..... his looks are quite the normal type of shuaiiii lah. but still shuai. haha. and he looks like the Comicz boys or wadeva way you spell that shao zong or wadeva his name is. haha. they look quite alike and they are of cause as cute as each other.
haha. in case you did not notice. all 3 of them are from a korean boyband called Dong Bang Shin Gi. haha. and they're fantastic. ^^
song recommendation for the day: cai hong yan lei(better to look at the mv)
BY: Sweety

2005-09-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

Heyy. since limin say i long time no blog. i shall. hehe.
today i was the i/c. screwed up the whole thing like totally. arghx. we have to stop draggin. i dun wan to do hentaks. arghx. and then i was like so blur and all.
haiz. hope i had been more pepared for today, but everything was just dunmped to me the last minute. arghx.
hope i can do it better next time.
and talentime. me and yinqi singing duet. and solos. haha. we are two singing freaks. hehe.
but i noe my singing suxs lah. espically now tt i have a broken throat that croaks. haha.
kae lah. quite long le hor.
BYE. dun miss me peeps.
song recommendation: ni hao ma?
by: yuan wei jue xing
(from today onwards, i shall recommend a song everytime i blog. go listen kaes. they're nice. xD)

CHALET

2005-09-07T19:31:00.000+08:00

arghx. hte chalet was fun totally. hahaha. hehehe. aiya. but it was quite sad lah. i mean the ma'ams are leaving the unit le. leaving us le. so sadddddddz. ):

went bowling. my bowling totally suxs lah. i need to build my skills on bowling so fun can. hehe. then went to play pool. carn hit the white thing at all. carn aim. arghhx.wanna learn. hehe.
watch the movie. lame sia. the ghosts didnt noe they were dead and thot the humans were ghosts. then they were so freaked. haha. then they found out they died le. aiya. so damn lame can. haha. okay bye.

2005-09-07T19:25:00.000+08:00

haha. went to give out surveys today. arghhx. so damn tiring lah. aiyah. luckily got char jo limin PT to help us. if not die le. haha.
anyway. i paired up with limin. and then we started asking. wa lau. everyone dao us. so pissed. okay. it was even worse than asking for donations loh. arghx.
okay. but i think our survey was quite stupid lah. haha
and well. someone saw somebody orrrhx. then haha. someone was so damn excited and nervous. until jiao3 ruan3. haha. then well. somebody smile at someone orrhhx. so sweet. haha. then someone went. i am going crazzzzzzyyyyy. haha. so fuuny looking at them.
then char saw ex-classmate. 184cm. siao. so tall. so damn sianx.
b4 tt in morning got SL. waited for them for like 1 whole hr. late for 1 hr. i could have slept for 1 more hr. i was so tired lah. ):
my sleepppppppppppp.

Missing pieces

2005-09-05T19:21:00.000+08:00

We'll miss you. We'll miss you. We'll miss you.
why. did. time. pass. by so QUICKLY?! =( I dun wan to think about the days ahead of us without you. Why do you have to leave? POP'05. it came so quickly.
Cried. ahhhhhhhhhh. The hugs. The tears. The first time i cried. arghx. We'll really miss you all! ='( AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. plz dun leave us behind......................................................................Yile

2005-09-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

haha. finally new blogskin.
will add in links and tagboard soon. i hope.
so now got nothing. wheeps.
sorry i am tt lazy. ><

2005-08-26T22:16:00.000+08:00

Sebastian. you rock.
NO 6. Star player.
Leehom. my all time favourite.
Nicholas Tse. the all time shuai.
Yile. the always insane one.

Landy. My fav singer. special voice. hot. sexy. maybe not exactly very pretty. but i like. She's cool. LANDY!!!!

haha. JAsmine. good luck for your dream to become a superstar. haha. X) u can do it!

YO yun. let's K jay.

Hippo ronggx. Let's k everyone.

Lion Nicole. Dun eat the rabbit. =)

haha. finsihed crapping.

=)=)=)

2005-08-25T17:45:00.000+08:00

BBall.
oh man. went to support today. and RGS so damn pro leh. we won them by 20 points. haha. so pro right?! haha. then Yunting, Jolene and i stayed back to watch the following match. RI vs Chung cheng. didnt really want RI to win lah. cause the ri-ers who went to support the competition was lioke so damn mean. then when chung cheng miss their shot, they'll go yayayay. then when they scored they go damnit or wadeva shit they talk lah. so pissed with them. they think they so pro they go play lah. sit there still talk so much. but i think the PI bball players quite nice. then there was this guy who was injured and couldnt move his leg. so he was carried out of the courts. so poor thing. then RI lost by 4 points. yunting was like damn sad. but i tink it was expected lah. they so mean. our tt match, anderson was so mean aand jeer at us, then they lost also lah. so huogai. okay. sry. i am being mean. but heck. they're meaner. So chung chegn high won. hahaha.

Bio pp.
haiz. expected. i got like damn low. arghx. can u believe it. i was so careless okay. and they was this question they point wrongly leh. i was like it is obviously the filament. but it is the stamen. but they really did point at the filament part, and they never say like the whole thing or wad lah. so unfair.

Hist test
horrrble. almost didnt have time to finish .. cause i was like cancelling and rewriting. haiz.

China.
wanna go back. arghx. another china-sick period.

6 you rock. hehe. =)

2005-08-20T16:22:00.000+08:00

i am back to post again. after a long time. hehe. a lot of things happened this few weeks, but didnt have the energy to come here and blog.

PSL interview.
i screwed it. haha. but i didnt really bao too much xi wang when i went in lah. so i think it was not that bad for me. but i was scared. i hate interviews. my face was like twitching when i was talking. uncontrollably. and i think they saw that. so arghx.

Math test.
i screwed it too. although i managed to do the question that some ppl didnt noe how to do, it may be wrong. and even if it is correct, i;ll still not get full marks for tt question, cause they asked us to round off to nearest metre. and i forgot to do it. Sheet.

Lit Test.
it was horrible too, and i didnt even understand wad i was writing myself.

Project superstar.
i carn believe that kelly won after all. dun really like her. and i carn believed Junyang lost. he has so much potential. eek.

They left. after two weeks here. haiz. so sad. life is going to be really boring again. arghx.

Tix.
went to orchard with peirong today, intending to do something to our tix. but then in the end. it started raining. and we ended up shopping. haha.

okay. buaiix.

2005-07-31T23:15:00.000+08:00

haha. after a long wait. they are finally here. so i went to the aiport at 12. and we had to wait till 3. so i had nothing to do. ate burger king, till i was too full to eat. then i went to take a nap. unsuccessful one though. no where was comfortable. and so. i stayed up for the whole thing and then they came out the last. cause they kinda had to by some stuff and erm kinda lost the way inside. haha. so waited longer than ever. so now they're here. i have a lot of stuff to do. arghx. my hmw. haish. okay. buaiix.

2005-07-11T00:27:00.000+08:00

HELL. math pt. i wonder why people stay alive.

2005-07-09T20:07:00.000+08:00

It hurts. bAdLy.

2005-07-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

life just sucks. totally. it is just yuck. sucks. it sucks. i suck. everything sucks. i think somethings that remain unchanged are actually not what is here, but what is in china. as everything related to me in china seems to freeze when i leave and melts when i go back. yup. really miss them. the ppl in china. a lot to name and i dun wan to name. LIFE SUCKS. totally. okay. so now. i dun really believe in saying that i am depressed. it is just a "false compare". okay. tt'sLit. but ohwells. I just totally dun like everything that is happening and may happen and also those that WILL happen. yup. sucks.

2005-06-30T17:06:00.000+08:00

school reopen le. eeyer. dun like it. now all the pts are coming in and they are killing me as i carn do them. and well. life just suxs lah.

2005-06-11T20:43:00.000+08:00

haiz................................................................ i am so bored. been reading magazines for the whole day. China ones though. S'pore one alll ba gua one. altho i like lah, but erm, currently trying to chong shi my chinese... so erm, reading some meaningful stuff instead. hehex. actually the magazine quite nice. just that it is not coloured. so very dan diao and boring. but i think the content quiet good. but all last year's copies, i dun have the new ones. coz all those ppl bring back from china one. hahaz. been reading a lot of chinese novels also. quite interesting lah. but all so wordy. somone on da net. so erm.. my eyes are becoming blind i think. but i m still so bored.tell me wad i can do. where i can go. bahh. okay lah. now i dun owe anyone anything. buaix.

2005-06-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

will be having a very packed week. haiz. feel very weird leh. being so busy during the holidays. i carn help wishing for a free and easy holiday, since i found soemthing to do on the net... FINALLY. hehex. but the packed week consist mostly of fun times with fwens and no books. so i kind of like it lah. but there's something that i need to do badly, but carn find the time to do.. haiz.. i need to finish that fast. so that the burden will be off my back. ASAP. dun like the feeling of it. so. hope i can finish it then. been reading chinese books online. cool. and found quite many book sites. and most of them are of books which are already published. it's a new feeling. instead of reading it in your bed. u are staring at a screen. and u can do other stuff @ the same time as well. used to read english stuff. now always read chinese. sometimes i haev the chong dong to write a short story myself too... but got no inspiration.

St Stephens

2005-05-31T20:14:00.000+08:00

Woah. Today was the CIP thing and we did it @ st stephens. they boys there all so CUTE. especially Joshua. if u dun believe me, can go ask LING. she noes it too. so cute mans. he's a shy little kid, with big eyes and cute face. wahh. er qie ta hen xiang hun xue er. and he is very shy. when he was passing ling this bag of sand, he wad like handing it to ling, but he got this shy look on his face, and he was scratching his head with his other hand, and his expression damn cute loh. and then yunting at first say something bout our grp oso got joshua coz her grp oso got one. (obviously my grp's one is cuter!XD) then my grp joshua heard us, then he looked at us very cutely, and then when yunting turned ard, he looked away..then he looked so shy and cute.. OMG.... i think he'll grow up to be one shuai ge. hehe. me and ling were like talking bout him lah.. and then he looked at us with his big round eyes. wahh. damn cute. so, we took photos with him. but sad that we didnt bring cams, so we borrowed from cherrie. i think she is going to send me and ling the photos later. bahh. i want it soon. such a cute little kid. woah. i love him.... Dun xiang wai. is really tt kind of love kid one..hahaz. our Future SHUAI ge. [JOSHUA!!]

2005-05-30T20:10:00.000+08:00

haiz..read a very sad but touching story this morning.. made me cry like A LOT..=( but i love the story. but i kind of feel very men4 now, as in the feeling, not boredom. is this feeling i haveafter i read the story. Still feel like that now. Very nice leh. It's the first book that made me cry and cry again. and in all the books that i have read, i only cried in 3 books. this is the 3rd book, and it made me cry 3 or 4 times..so i think it is really very touching bahh..the book is Lei can recommend one.. and she noes a lot of good books... BUT is chinese one.. so if u dun like chinese books...then no choice loh. and if lei can dun wan tell you. oso no choice loh. coz i wun say. =D hahaz.. anyways...GOOD boook lah. okay. Buaix.

2005-05-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

u never now how some ppl are until u get really close to them and see thru their doings. i tell u.. i am so disppointed in some ppl i noe lah. (not jasmine btw) later she go say i say her. =Panyway. jus some ppl. i didnt expect them to be like that. and i thought they were nice. maybe i wasnt close to them enuff. so u see. some ppl are just hypocrites. they err. are prejudieced against u. maybe i do to. but i am not shuang mian ren. or even san mian ren. i carn stand this kind of ppl. if i dun like u. i'll say it straight in ya face. not like ppl who talk bout it behind your back and err. but there can be situations whereby u really carn be so straightforward. so i try to be more tactful. haiz. it's hard. life is evil. some ppl are evil. and u may have trusted them. now i noe how they are like. jealousy rellycan kill. it doesnt kill your body but rather your kind soul at heart.
but there re ppl who are nice too. stating some examples. like all Year 2' 05 (yrmates)..maybe sometimes they kind of piss me in some way or another..but we always make an effort to salvage the situation. i really think Ling is nice. =) she is going to say something ego again when she sees my post. hahaz. rui qi.. she is always the most supportive and nice one. although we seldom see each other. =( and.. some other ppl. people who can be listed here are very little.. and i dun think i can be in this list as well. cause..err i have some really negative sides.. and i noe it myself. hahaz. carn change le lah. no hope le. wu ke jiu yao. but heck who cares.. and some ppl say i have serious ap. wich ithink can be quite true sometimes. hahaz. but i dun give a d*mn.. who cares wad other ppl think of u? and dun bother tryin to explain to ther ppl. good fwens believe u anyway. and enimies wun believe u no matter wad u say. so. it's pointless. and i dun seem to see the use of apologising too...."if apologising works.. then why would there be police in the world?" quoted from liu xing hua yuan... hahaz... okay sry. kinda bored here.

so my point from this naggy 2 paras is that. some ppl are hypocrites. and I HATE THEM. (not really hate lah. jus dun like) it is these stupid ppl who make life difficult for many others. and THEY are selfish. i will not give examples

2005-05-13T23:32:00.000+08:00

u never now how some ppl are until u get really close to them and see thru their doings. i tell u.. i am so disppointed in some ppl i noe lah. (not jasmine btw) later she go say i say her. anyway. jus some ppl. i didnt expect them to be like that. and i thought they were nice. maybe i wasnt close to them enuff. so u see. some ppl are just hypocrites. they err. are prejudieced against u. maybe i do to. but i am not shuang mian ren. or even san mian ren. i carn stand this kind of ppl. if i dun like u. i'll say it straight in ya face. not like ppl who talk bout it behind your back and err. but there can be situations whereby u really carn be so straightforward. so i try to be more tactful. haiz. it's hard. life is evil. some ppl are evil. and u may have trusted them. now i noe how they are like. jealousy rellycan kill. it doesnt kill your body but rather your kind soul at heart.
but there re ppl who are nice too. stating some examples. like all Year 2' 05 (yrmates)..maybe sometimes they kind of piss me in some way or another..but we always make an effort to salvage the situation. i really think Ling is nice. =) she is going to say something ego again when she sees my post. hahaz. rui qi.. she is always the most supportive and nice one. although we seldom see each other. =( and.. some other ppl. people who can be listed here are very little.. and i dun think i can be in this list as well. cause..err i have some really negative sides.. and i noe it myself. hahaz. carn change le lah. no hope le. wu ke jiu yao. but heck who cares.. and some ppl say i have serious ap. wich ithink can be quite true sometimes. hahaz. but i dun give a d*mn.. who cares wad other ppl think of u? and dun bother tryin to explain to ther ppl. good fwens believe u anyway. and enimies wun believe u no matter wad u say. so. it's pointless. and i dun seem to see the use of apologising too...."if apologising works.. then why would there be police in the world?" quoted from liu xing hua yuan... hahaz... okay sry. kinda bored here.

so my point from this naggy 2 paras is that. some ppl are hypocrites. and I HATE THEM. (not really hate lah. jus dun like) it is these stupid ppl who make life difficult for many others. and THEY are selfish. i will not give examples. but i think i am one myself. so another point is that i HATE myself.

2005-05-10T22:56:00.000+08:00

galagalala. gaazzz. haish. stupid results. hai wo bei banned from the comp. haiz. today got hmw so secretly come and blog. haiz. stupid. me. heck. these days quite free. then make me feel like i got nothing liddat.. so sad. then like everyday also wu suo shi shi.. then i oso dnuno wad i do wad ithink. bleh. i guess i needa to sleep for 1 week straight and think it thru in my sleep. haiz. gtg le lah. buaix.
haha... zui jin ai shang le "na xie hua er" the melody so nice... and the lyrics so meaningful. i love the person who composed the song, but err.. i think he loooks terrible. bleh. but he write bery nice songs. Pu shu. i doubt a lot of ppl got hear of him. he from china one. then i think only "hong" in china.. so ppl here normally dunno him one. haiz. a pity. his writes pretty good songs!! =) hahaz/ crap so much. bye le.

DaRk.

2005-05-05T21:41:00.000+08:00

haiz. been staring blankly alot lately. i dunoe why this is happening, and i dun wish this would continue. i think of many diff stuff when i stare.fwens. yrmates. parent. results. study. pain. suicide.death.
sometimes i wonder what pain is. can emotional pain overwhelm physical pain? what does it feel like when there is extreme pain in ya body. wad does it feel like when u jump off a building and before you reach the ground. what it will feel like if i died.
sometimes i wonder if life would be different if there were no yrmates. would it be the same between my yrmates and i if i quit red cross at the end of this yr. (highy impossible..juz wondering).or wud it be like in sec 1..where we were al strangers.. and we dun even say hi when we pass each other? or are we just gonna be like hihi and no more. we carn carry on the convo.
sometimes i wonder why i carn concentrate on my work. it is suc ha simple task. if i had ben able to do tt. i'm sure i'll not be liddat now. but i carn understand why i jus dun feel like studyin anymore. i juz want to have a long break. and well. from p1 to p6. 6 years. 12 reports. 9 out of 12 comments in my whole pri sch life believe that i can do better.. what is better? wad is then the best? can i really do better? i noe i can. but the problem with me in all those yrs and also now is that i dun want to study. i hate studyin. i even hate sch. i think reading and preparin for tests is hell. i dun give a damn. tt's why.. everything tt comes out is i can do better. i hope i can. but i cannot bring myself to achieve that goal.people always say. if i can just put in a bit mroe effort in my work and stuff.. i may have become ppl who gets 3.8 and above for my GPA. hahaz.but i carn do it. i carn concentrate on my studies.
sometimes i wonder why my parents are liddat. i like it. but i hate it when they blame me for not doing well or wadeva shit that all is about. heck. they dun really scold. but they'll give this really disappointed look..like u have let them down or soemthing. something like emotional blackmail. something that makes me guilty. something ttt makes me want to strive. but i dun noe wad is stoppin me from doing so. why. wad. when. where. how.
sometimes i wonder what is death. an escape from real life? takin away of feelings? or are we going to a same new world? everything is the same, except u'll be living with those who died before u..or are we jus gonna becomefertiliser?and why are we able to be broken down into chemical substances..but when provided with the same amount... a human cannot be formed? why is everything this way?
actually i think i am quite fortunate. i got a good brain. but i duno how to use it.u might say i'm bring ego. but i didnt really say all this. this is gathered from all diff kind of sources. but i am getting stupider.i like wad i use to hate. i hate wad i use to like. and ppl are jus so fake sometimes.. u dun really noe wad will happen yo you if u mix with them..who noes? i mean.. many ppl are srttin up masks that cover themselves from others. why. if everything could be as pure and sweet as it was when we were kids. that wud be so nice. carefree. haiz. crap long enuff today le.

2005-04-20T22:50:00.000+08:00

WHEE!! got a Lee hom CD + VCD le!!! Thanks junior. for buying it for me. So greatful...=) i have the cd already.. but i love the VCD more.. he looks so shuai in the mvs.. OMG!! THAnk you..whoever that bought it for me!!! WHEE!! he's so shuai!! I love HIM!! hahaz.
THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS X 100m
to my junior!! hahaz. thankew. LEE hom. WHEE!!

i realise the korean actor i like was Kwon SAng woo. Used to. he was so shuai in My tutor friend.. haiz. but the tian tang de jie ti so de bu nice one. i thot was two diff person. didnt now they were the same person. but i still like LEE hom more. hahaz. gtg le bye. and lastly.. another thanks to "a ninny mouse" for everything..=)

2005-04-15T19:26:00.000+08:00

blab. bleb. blub. blob. currently feeling very b-y. haha. dunoe why. anyway..me bought the same handphone pouch as Benita today..only different colour. my is duller than hers. hers too bright le lah. but then today so tired..almost dozed off during the jap class today. dunoe why. i think i was too tired lah. yesterday slept too late... hiaz. yesterday almost frogot that i had something on and had intended to go home..till someone reminded me tt i had something on. but i had wanted to go for other stuff. go home and erm..chat with relatives.. hahaz. but then never mind. hope tt they would be online today too.. hehe.. okay lah. juz felt quite sad after going there yesterday..and i think i am very fortunate to be here..in this state.. haiz. the scene was quite depressing...

JOkE

2005-04-08T18:50:00.000+08:00

VERY FUNNY. MUZ READ.

Once upon a time, there lived a man who had a terrible passion for baked beans. He loved them, but they always had an embarrassing and somewhat lively reaction on him.One day he met a girl and fell in love. When it became apparent that they would marry, he thought to himself, she'll never go through with the marriage with me carrying on like this, so he made the supreme sacrifice and gave up beans.Shortly after that they were married.A few months later, on the way home from work, his car broke down and since they lived in the country, he called his wife and told her that he would be late because he had to walk. On his way home, he passed a small cafe and the wonderful aroma of baked beans overwhelmed him.Since he still had several miles to walk he figured he could walk off any ill affects before he got home. So he went in and ordered, and before leaving had 3 extra large helpings ofbaked beans. All the way home he putt-putted. By the time he arrived home he felt reasonably safe.His wife met him at the door and seemed somewhat excited. She exclaimed, "Darling, I have the most wonderful surprise for you for dinner tonight!" She put a blindfold on him, and led him to his chair at the head of the table and made him promise not to peak.At this point he was beginning to feel another one coming on. Just as his wife was about to remove the blindfold, the telephone rang. She again made him promise not to peek until she returned, and away she went to answer the phone. While she was gone, he seized the opportunity. He shifted his weight to one leg and let go. It was not only loud, but ripe as a rotten egg. He had a hard time breathing, so he felt for his napkin and fanned the air about him.He had just started to feel better, when another urge came on. He raised his leg and RRIIIPPPP !!! It sounded like a diesel engine revving, and smelled worse. To keep from gagging, he tried fanning his arms a while, hoping the smell would dissipate. He got another urge. This was a real blue ribbon winner, the windows shook, the dishes on the table rattled and a minute later the flowers on the table were dead.While keeping an ear tuned in on the conversation in the hallway, and keeping his promise of staying blindfolded, he carried on like this for the next ten minutes, farting and fanning each time with his napkin. When he heard the phone farewells he neatly laid his napkin on his lap and folded his hands on top of it. Smiling contentedly, he was the picture of innocence when his wife walked in.Apologizing for taking so long, she asked if he had peeked at the dinner table. After assuring her he had not peeked, she removed the blindfold and yelled, "SURPRISE!!!"To his shock and horror, there were twelve dinner guests seated around the table for his surprise birthday party.

2005-04-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

waiting. and waiting for someone to be there. but. no one came.

2005-03-26T21:51:00.000+08:00

hahaz...hahaz..hahaz..hahaz..sry..crazy now..high on chat. hahaz.. currently chattin with my relatives in china.. cool lah. that stupid qq people. make me suffer till SIAO. blearghx. i want to go back. but cannot. but still high. hahaz. okay.. today was sfa.. we all passsed... although i made a lot of mistakes.. still pass.. yay!! hahaz.. i like never even study for it. only read the manual once this morning on the train and i was like fallinga sleep soon. =) we got a very nice sir. haha. and then he also joke with us. so fun. hahaz. it wasn't as scary as i thought it out to be. i tot like will have lot of ppl tested on the same day as us.. so i was very scared i would malu myself. in the end only among yrmates.. so coOL.hahaz. okay lah. shant crap.. that stupid jasmine. very the no brains. cannot stand. blind somemore. haiz... hahaz.. okay. she's gonna kill me. haha. BYe bbe..

2005-03-23T20:27:00.000+08:00

haha. have been going to QQ a lot lately. chat with relatives mah. hahaz. too bad that i carn go back to china this year lah.my parents dun allow me to go back. so sadd..=( i miss Chinaa. i wan go back and SHOOPP and eat. their food so nice so cheap. not like here..nice lah..but ex. but china's food even nicer. lalala. okay. shant say anymore. make me want to go back more..

okay. back to QQ. very the wad leh. it's like dunoe wad lah. then got all this ppl add me. dun even nmoe who they are. haish. so i block all of them lor. then nored than tok to themm.. hahaz. which i currently am. but no one's online. so sadd. =( but still got msn lah. but my stupid com..
got this virus.. at first att QQ one.. then now transfer to msn liao. make all the ppl who tok to me suffer my crappy stuff. which i did not type but was the computer's automatic thing. stupid. make me SUFFER. =(((( me wan new comp. sure no one. parents sure say NO. hahaz. forget bout it. just concentrate on how to get it out!! okay nvm. shant make youall read at my crap byebye.

Year Talk

2005-03-19T00:03:00.000+08:00

ahh. today wasnt so good. i didnt expect that i'll become so agitated and cry lor. it was also a surprise to me. i didnt noe this will happen. ahh. okay. it was screwed. i didnt get my point out, and i malu-ated myself. ahh. carn believe this. why did i turn so agitated?? i dunoe. but then. wah. imagine given that look. if they give that look, i'd rather they juz dao us. it would have been better than that look.. oaky. so i was pissed today. but i didnt expect myself to cry over this lah. i mean hey.. it doesnt help at all. but i juz cudent control my face. hahaz. so cried loh. actually no big deal lah. i think havin mood swings lately. an my mum is oso like duno wad happen to her. everyday oso unhappy.
aiya. sure influenced by her one. okay. i carn believe this happened today and i wished i had not done wad i had done and shud have juz kept my mouth SHUT. this wasnt wad i expected at all. okay. nothing liaoz. bye.

2005-03-17T12:09:00.000+08:00

okay..due to ppl requesting that i should blog.. i shall. anyway.the camps i had were fun. okay. Red cross camp was definitely fun! but i had hoped that the night trail would be scarier. so that we would be more scared. =) hehez. and for photog camp rite. i wished we had less courses, and more fun. still it was really fun and i think i can take nicer pics now?! really mah? me oso dunoe. hahaz. okay lah. but i seriuosly dun like it WHEN they dun allow me to buy roti prata from little india..coz we went there mah. then somemore other ppl bought it. AND I DUN get to buy. HMPH. okay nvm. shall talk bout happy stuff. like? i yi shi xiang bu dao lah. suan le. bye bye.

2005-02-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

I am so careless...i almost lost my wallet today.. then i found it..but i lost my pencil case and GP. how arhz? dunoe if anyone go ttake for me or something.. die lar.. always lose things one.. I already lose 1 pencil case this yer already... Die. how how how. Got any yearmates take fo rme? coz i dun remember me taking them.. aiya..but someone say got nothing on the table when we left..so how??!

2005-02-19T15:02:00.000+08:00

hhihihii...next week got math common test liaox...i'm dead lah.. i drw graphs so slowly..sure die liao lor.. haiz.. and i Arghx..and slackin lor.. hahaz.. dunoe wad to blog leh..anyway..today went to make fish..hahaz...then the seniors taught us how to do it..hahaz...then jas was like so spastic..and took a pic of my senior with a fish in her hands... Err. then she was like so excited..like ahhhahahhahhhh...then she keep on laughin.. and we were likr oh gosh.. so THICKSKINNED..hahaz..anyway..she dun mind so yea.. hahaz..
Bye liaox. nothing to say le..

2005-02-09T01:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY chinese new year everyone!!!
me at my friend's hse now...hohoho...currently not doing anything. juz now we were laughing our heads off a joke.. erm...is something about a huam being called a peeggg...or something lidat..hahaz...Shanghai 1943 nice lehz.. my blog song!!! Nicole..this time i noe u surely say the song suxs..coz rite the song without looking at the lyrics...you will only hear mumbles of some sort. and erm...like today that "FAKE jay chou" the only make noise never talk one...hahaz... okay lar...then my fren, so-called " jie lun tai tai" (no offence to anyone), was so disappointed by the performance..hahaz then she was like...hmmm...." diaoz" hahaz...okay lar..but i think that fake one very the kua zhang...he talk oso not like that one lor..hahahz...anyway..Nicole sure happy the lar..okay lar..HAPPY CNY to all and bye.

2005-01-27T17:03:00.000+08:00

hahaz. sry cam e back only after sooo long. i will not change my blogskin for now. it is so nice..i still love it. hahaz. anywae. ppl rushing me to blog. hahaz. didn't have the time previously. hahaz. so now then come. aniwaes...yunie got the jay chou incomparable CD. so cool... then well...there are two ruo xi's in year 1. so cool. one is from my primary sch. then yun han oso from my pri sch,and she's my ex-classmate's sister. so qiao. aiya. got 2 ppl from 105. me at Yunie house now. hahaz/ later watch all the jay chou qi li xiang MVs together..hahaz..COOL. okay nvm. bye. see. i blogggggggg oredi. cannot scold me animore!!! =) i very guai one.

2004-12-14T18:31:00.000+08:00

Heyhey. BAck again. At Limin's hse now. She eating dinner..so i use her comp lor. =) hahaz. Anyway...we need to hand in our report tomolo liaox lehz.. so early rite. and our posters hand in on 30th? and i am not sure if i can go on the 30th lor..maybe not in S'pore. Go malaysia with friends. So rite...now. i dunoe whether to go to malaysia or go for red cross...but if my parents noe that it is red cross..then i definitely mus go malaysia with them and their friends....whom their kids are my friends...hahaz. okae. so now. back to tcr. i wrote more than 8000 words in total. I bet everyone did. coz we are supposed to. Juz went to some despo's blog. the despo happens to be my friend's crush you see. so went there. Chao bian tai one that person. Went escape last week with friends. so fun. although i think i didnt get to really play much, but it was still very enjoyable. and well..should i go for class gathering? they may be going escape again. Should i go? hahaz. Yesterday went Yunting's hse. we were so high and well....we laughed almost the whole day. hahahahahahahahahaz. You all noe i love to laugh rite. Yearmates call me a laugh-ER. and they say i laugh very loud. hey. but tt's true. hahaz. HAHAZ. getting louder and louder. okay nvm. bye bye. will miss you my bloggie. and guess wad. Yunting claims to be Jay Chou's wife. I think she is hallucinatin.. but she still thinks that it is true. hahaz. Jie Lun tai tai. sounds funny. okay. bye.